Receiving the vision for this painting marked a profound transformation.
It radically opened my heart and shifted my inner world from fear to love.
At a pivotal moment in my life – when I was fearfully stepping onto the path of becoming an artist – this vision came to me. And in that moment, all fear dissolved.
This painting, and the entire journey that unfolded around it, awakened a powerful force within me
It took three years to complete. Every layer, every brushstroke was part of an inner process that challenged me, reshaped me and brought me deeper into myself.
I felt as though I was becoming the source of love itself – so strong that it overflowed from within me like a fountain.
It was my first large-scale painting – a true initiation.
Countless layers lie beneath its surface – not only of color and form but of growth, struggle and transformation. Beyond learning about anatomy and technique, I learned to trust myself. And in that, something essential within me came to life.







